-The cult can not destroy you, or your memory of your babies
-Your babies are safe with God and the Angels
-Recognize that you had no choice and no power as a child when trying to protect your babies from harm
-Allow yourself to celebrate Mothers Day and honor your being a mother even though you are not with your babies (Dont allow this cult holiday to destroy your memory of your babies, or your wanting to do something to remember them each year on Mothers Day)
-Be kind to yourself on this day (Pamper yourself, take it easy)
-Forgive yourself for not being able to save your babies
*This is a tough one...but so important. Give yourself a break
To my babies:
I love you and miss you every day
To my friend who wished me " Happy Mothers Day"... Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Here is a link re: " Breeders" within multigenerational Satanic Cults. I have no memory of multiple births other than my twins so hopefully I wasnt a breeder. I also have no memory of being forced to kill them or being forced to canabalize them. I remember my father killing them in front of me after I was forced to deliver, and after he raped me in front of them. I pray what I remember is it. No more pieces of the memory to unfold. Please God.